Finally ....

Tomorrow, I'll be at the Kedah at 7:00 am for a week. Anxiety hit my soul ... how babah (mertuaku parents) want to hospitals. "Su babah not concerned about sensation occurring, then babah. Su baik2 I was training .." Babah as understand what the turbulent heart of your affection ... clock hands showed almost 7:00 pm. I still dihospital. I will make it difficult babah absence to the hospital for care of a sick Lost and Delirious. Sending morning schedule at 6:45 am, noon and evening every day except the weekend, all I managed. I freelance it's now. I stopped working on June 09. But in my busy managing the household and Hal2 my biz, there is room to help babah. I am pleased and tried to help semampuku.

I step out of the new Ward 1, which housed Lost and Delirious, a doctor came and informed that my mother-in-law should be brought immediately to the hospital because of water gathered KL dikepalanya .... Ya Allah, piluku heard ... so I rushed back with babah. Babah ready as soon as possible to accompany the mother of a semi coma to HKL ambulance ride. Hours 7:40 pm I arrived back to the hospital with Mansor (my husband), babah and nazwan (brother iparku). I continue to go to bed Lost and Delirious. Patrimonio reflect my face ... why her face showed that she MCM better .... not as wrinkly as normal while enduring the pain ... "again mak mak ... JAP be gi HKL .. babah temankan. Mak ye do not worry. .. remember Allah ye mak .. ' I said to the Lost and Delirious. Of course he can not berkata2 tp night and I know he saw me clearly and hear what I said it. I saw his eyes as pergerakanku. ..... But why eyes glassy kupegang hands as he does not want to miss ....

About 9:00 pm ... they move with a doctor and a nurse. I look up in the ambulance lost sight ....

Time 9:30 am (Saturday) I started the journey to Kedah with jiranku, Ila. Along the way we talk. Various topics we touch. That's us. We managed a look my mother and father in Sg Buloh. Last little taste rinduku them. Hours of 6:50 pm, we finally arrived at Harvard ... Harvard Suasana Hotel ... Training here ok .. just not like before ... However the participant is best. I luv u all. They are really betting and saw no effort to change. Well done n good luck to Halal Food Co.

... Finished second training day, I received a call from my husband ... mother dying ... I panicked for a while ... not sure the promise. What should I do ... how can I return? I wake up and take ablution resilient and recited Yassin. Approximately at 7:10 pm, Mansor my phone ... in my mother choked memberitahuku ... no. Innalillah ... go all mak ... Rakan2 trainer Ila and Hj Shukri accompany me to the South, while Mr Rizal Mansor and headed to the north mengambilku. I arrived in Melaka at 3:30 am. My late mother had come home. "I continue to go towards it. Beat me to open the cover cloth. I do anything ... .. mak mak mak ... .. His face like I always see the face during his health. A little smile carved dibibirnya. I could not stop tears.

Although I am only son, but I am given the opportunity to baby. Kuusap his body slowly. Mak ....

Time 11:00 am, Lost and Delirious safely buried. Lost and Delirious is too much wisdom to me. I had never met people like him. I am merinduinya. I have not responded deem best. May Allah shower His blessings on him and place among those who believe .... Amin.